i prayed hard that you will be my last

2009-01-14T14:56:00.003+08:00

i thought my life belongs to u and i can't spend my own time. mayb that's wad i did to you.. i disallow u this and that.. which causing u to expect the same from me.. when i left you.. i was really thinking v hard shud i leave you or not.. coz i know we have the chance to go on forever.. but each day i try holding on, the more stressful i get.. when army another factor coming into my life.. therefore i decided to run away from all the problems and just left u behind.. u were never those who likes to open up and talk.. u just wan a happy and simple life.. i always try to handle problems myself so that i wun implicate you.. but this is too big for me and i chose to run away..

after leaving u .. when u persist to come back to me.. i was reluctant at first.. coz i thought i had suffered enough.. but latter, i was thinking that u have given so much for me... loving me.. holding on to me.. i wanted to go back to you.. till i found out that u wanted to have a deal with that melvin guy .. i was really disappointed in you.. and that's where i started to find joyce as a replacement.. i try to turn my focus to her.. i try to love her how i love you.. but she knows that i was just treating her as you.. coz she knows abt u .. that's why she rejected me as well..

when i was in army.. i was envious with ppl who have gf to send and recieve them from pasir ris.. and me? all alone to camp or to home.. i needed attention and love.. i need someone who understands me and know how to take care of me.. some one who is always behind my back supporting me.. that's where i thought of you.. but by den.. u have already given up on me..

baby.. all this things i said , i'm not trying to explain myself from getting any forgiveness from you.. through all this things.. u can see i am really fickled-minded.. i can just go find a replacement.. but i want to let you know.. no one can replace you.. that's why only recently i learn that i have not cherish you.. the person in my life is you.. but i have stupidly let u go.. let u suffer..

i have let the gal i love most suffer, so i dun expect to have u back or anything.. but truely.. i still love you so much.. i still wear the ring we both have.. i still keep the messages u sent.. all this are wonderful yet painful memories for me.. it just tells me dumb my actions were..

baby.. i love you.. but you have made the right choice not having me back .. so stick with it.. find someone who can really give you the happiness you've been looking for.. i can't be the one.. coz i have failed all the promises i once made to you.. and now i shall suffer from it...

take care.. hope u understand the whole situation..
love
wayne

It's over

2008-12-12T16:48:00.000+08:00

The story of Wayne & Annabel has ended..

It's over

2008-12-12T16:16:00.002+08:00

Baby.. i admit defeat.. i can't hold on any longer..i'm falling apart..each letter i type now represent every tears i am dropping now.. i dun really know how hurt u are when i leave you.. but these few weeks.. i always feel like i am walking on a tight rope.. that i will no longer have u around me anymore..

maybe u wanna let me feel how u felt the other time.. how much i hurt u..well.. u did it.. it really hurts... till i really feel like dying.. when i first enlisted to army, it really feels like hell inside, i felt so lonely in there, i really need you around.. but things have change.. so do both of us.. you have move on.. i held on to the words you said.. thinking that you will be back by my side.. but now nothing will change your decision..

thanks for the pass few days.. u accompany me and spend time with me, allow me to slp with you for the last time.. i really enjoyed the times when we are together.. i have so much good memories with you.. those that i will never ever wanna let go of.. seriously.. thank you..

yesterday at starbucks.. when i look through ur eyes, i no longer find myself in your world.. i am no longer in ur story.. some one have taken up the place.. it's really no longer about me anymore.. it's about someone else.. the days of us fetching and sending each other to work are long gone.. the days where i slp over endless times at ur house is over.. the days when we are deep in love are never going to happen again..

now that you have found someone better, someone who can take care of you, have the time and attention for you.. someone who can financially support u ... i really hope he can take good care of you.. and he will.. i sincerely wish both of u together.. a blissful relationship.. all i wan to do now is to see you living ur life happily.. and it's going to happen..

baby, this is the last time i am going to call you that.. last time i am used to call u that... but now.. i am going to miss calling you that.. take good care of yourself, and oreo k.. tell mummy and valerie i won't be coming over anymore.. help me thank your mummy for taking good care of me at times.

i will never forget what we have been through, i will never forget the baby i once had. take care and stay happy..

Its Not Over - Secondhand Serenade

oreo

2008-02-07T23:17:00.000+08:00

haas... tot our blog is dead? so do i.

but there's just smt i really want to blog about...

my precious had spend all his pay to get smt for me... and guess what?

its a puppy!!!! omg! i guess thats the most expensive thing i ever get...
i'm super touched. ;)

awww... i really wanna spend the rest of my life with my baby Wayne!!!

thanks you so much sweetie

2008-01-20T02:49:00.000+08:00

baby i love them so much! & happy 5 months!

its super fun to see u drunk yesterday! so cute!

keep on blabbering funny things

but seeing you having hangover this morning was heart breaking.

shouldnt have poured so much when u went peeing

oops!

we sure make a mess in my room!!! thanks for the clearing up:)

5 happy months!

2008-01-19T22:41:00.000+08:00

19 / 1 / 08

It's the start of another new year! and on this 19 of jan. It marks me and my baby 5 month of relationship. So much has happen , so much of wonderful memories we have collected. Even if we have disagreement, our resolution always makes our relationship grows stronger and stronger. We are so so in love.

Today i bought another eeyore for my baby bella.. she was so happy and excited when she sees it. i tink she likes it a lot.. hehe.. we have put in so much effort in this relationship. and that is why we are so so in love and never want to let it falls apart.

19/8/07 , thats when both of us got together. we have so much differences at first. but we know we have to 'sacrifice' to make sure we get full blessings for the relationship. indeed , as time pass. day by day , week by week, and month by month. we change for each other and of coz , for the BETTER..

baby .. i would like to take this opportunity to say thank you for the past five months. it has been so full of love and memories that i am looking forward for the years to come. and even thought abt forever with you. you have given me what i need in my life.. which is giving me the love i need, the confidence i once lost.. the future that i need.. i do not know how to live without u ..

baby .. i love u .. this 3 words have been said over a million times in this 5 months.. but let me assure u that this 3 words are never abuse in any way .. it always carrys the weight of how much my love is for you. muacks

Wayne's heart is always with bella

its our holidays!!!

2007-12-29T01:45:00.000+08:00

i would like to apologise to my baby here...

for christmas.

well this is what happened...copied from my blog

2am>baby supposed to pick me up, chuffered me to hong ying house instead coz i wanted to have fun instead of heading home...

6am>baby called said he's coming to pick me up but i said i wanted to sleep

9am> i called him, he's under hong ying's house & have been waiting for hours(when i'm actually at vincent's place)

still baby's not angry... v understanding... send me home and tug me in bed... what else can i ask for... i'm having the most perfect boyfriend on earth... & his christmas wish which he made on 987fm @ mid night was to have a never ending relationship with me... awww...
woke up in the evening... yeah... got a bit of nagging from him, coz of drinking too much...
den we headed down to orchard!!! TADA~

den on the 27th we went to zoo & night safari!!!! haas...

it's the first visit to the night safari for the both of us! ;)

haas... we sure got lots of sleep after tat... :)

- Bel and Wayne -

2007-12-16T01:10:00.000+08:00

Wayne : I LOVE MY BABY BELLA!

Bella: MuAcKz... love you so much!

My only baby

2007-11-30T20:18:00.000+08:00

Baby... we are not ending soon ok? we will never end..

you say that i will be happy without u .. but i am only happy with you around me.. i will be at lost if we are to end this relationship...

baby.. trust our love k.. we can do it de.. i dun wan to believe abt the two world thing.. dun let it concern us ok .. obstacles and problems are always there to stop us..

the best thing we must do is to stick together and face it ok ..

i am sorry for showing all my black faces.. i was unhappy of some issues of my life.. is only when u say things that doesn;t please me.. den i start to moodswing.. i know i shudn't behave like this.. i am sorry.. i promise u i wun do it again..

baby .. you are my only baby .. the one i want to live with.. dun end this relationship k.. you should know how much i really love you.. we can overcome problems de k..

haix

2007-11-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

this few days whenever i meet baby his face oways black black de...

i do admit tat sometimes is my fault but ,most of the time i really dun know why...

are we ending soon?

baby, as u say we are from totally different worlds. if we really cant carry on... why not end now. i rather u be happy without me.

baby!!! i love u !!!

2007-11-26T01:18:00.000+08:00

going thru those sms u once sent me before, those that i received even before we are together.
every single one is so sweet... even though we have only been together for 3 months, i felt that i've know you for years... another week of night shift is coming, we shall cut down meeting up from everyday to alternate days okie? or you will be a zombie in school... ;) love ya. hugs...

3rd Month!

2007-11-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

Bel & Wayne 3 months together!

yup.. 19 nov 2007 marks our 3 month!

It started off with baby forgetting to wake me up for school .. lol.. luckily i was not v late.. hehe.. den when i was in school.. i got a tummyache.. thot today wasn't going to be a fine day after all..

baby went to find her sis after work .. at suntec. so i went home after school to bath 1st lor.. baby den call me to go her house as she say she got something for me.. hmm .. i wonder what she is going to give me..

so when i arrived at her hse gate.. THERE WAS THIS BIG TORTOISE LOOKING AT ME!

that's the tortoise i told my baby that i like.. coz look v cute ma.. i din expect baby to buy .. even if she buy .. also not tt big one la! i dunno how to bring it home.. den i realise my baby went all over suntec thinking wad to buy for me.. from chocs, to t shirt.. den finally the tortoise i long wanted.. o0ps.. not i childish k .. lol... =x ..

baby .. i really like the tortoise.. put at ur hse 1st k .. i will bring it home! .. dun bully it hoh.. baby .. thank u so so much .. love u so so much too .. i really appreciate the amount of love and effort u put into the relationship.. i will do the same too k ..

like wad ur msn nick say.. 'bel bel & wayne 3mth ardy!!! haiz... still have a life time to go'
i will play my part to fulfill it k .. our relationship going to be a lifetime thinggy..
baby is so so sweet.. muacks..
once a again .. happy 3month to us! Gigigagagugu!

-God bless me by giving you to me-
Wayne

silly baby

2007-11-13T12:23:00.000+08:00

u are making me sound unreasonable here...

its not your fault

firstly,
i'm really excited about hang out with you however i didnt mention anything before meeting you...
and since you told me you have presentation & you are feeling tired, i figure out that i shouldnt be wasting your time...

secondly,
it wasnt a big deal having dinner alone, your maid is cooking for you anyway. Oops! i overheard the conversation at your place... heez... well... my friend called and asked me out for dinner when i was at your place remember? its just that i choose have my dinner alone... and i'm craving badly for that chix cutlet rice!!! :) nth to do with you baby... i'm not those unreasonable gf who wants your attention or company so badly... ;)

silly silly baby!!!
all the best for your presentation! love my baby wayne!

dumb dumb me!

2007-11-13T02:42:00.000+08:00

I was so happy that my baby is going to pick me up from school today! haha...

when she reach .. we went to find eileen first and pass her something..

after that .. we went out of school and have this conversation

Wayne : Baby, where we going?
Bel : dunno leh.
Wayne: i wan to go home and finish up my presentation and rest
Bel: huh? den i sent u home lor!
Wayne: want to come up to my hse?
Bel: dun wan la
Wayne: why?
Bel: dun wan
Wayne: reason?
Bel: dun wan..
Wayne: (sian face) den i sent u home lor
Bel: why? dun wan la.. i sent u home..
Wayne: (kept quiet)
Bel: (sian face) k la, i go ur hse lor
Wayne: dun wan.. i sent u home..

MISTAKE 1 !

I found out later that baby dun wan to come to my house as she dun wan to disturb me doing my things and rest..

So much so, end up she coming to my hse.. baby rest with me.. i was so relax lying down with her by my side.. haha.. after that.. baby want to leave le

Wayne: baby , u go down urself k?
Bel: orh..
Wayne: i wan to slp ..

MISTAKE 2!

Found out later also actually baby wanna have dinner with me.. she's alone today and end up she walking to a coffeeshop buying cutlet rice home and eat by HERSELF!

Now who dare to say i am not dumb!
I feel that i am being self-centered in this two situation.. not considering or even asking about baby's opinion.. end up letting my baby suffer..
In the end, baby din blame me coz she say tat i wasn't being informed.
But being a boyfriend.. i need to understand both situation rather than oneself..

Baby .. i am really sorrie that i din really seek ur opinion before making decision.. i always thought my idea is the best..

Baby , i am self-centered at times.. after this incident..i really know what i have done wrong.. though u dun blame me.. i am really guilty of what i have done.. my slp is nothing compare to having a dinner with u ..

baby .. i will learn from what happen today .. i promise i will seek both urs and myself opinion and analyse with you what's the best k? it is the failure of my part today ..

luckily my baby is understanding and no harm was done..
baby .. ur caring and understanding for me has really put me to shame.. i did not really meet the mark.. the thought of u walking alone to buy ur dinner, going home and eat alone really kills me.. i shud have done better ..

baby .. u really makes me feel so blessed by all ur actions .. i find myself loving u even more, cherishing u even more.. u are really part of my life.. and it most of the part.. and i love it that way .. baby .. once again.. sorrie.. i love u ..

-As Today past.. i felt sad, coz 1 more day of being with u is over-
-But the thought of being with u Tomorrow makes me excited-
-And when i know in many days to come u are with me, i know i am blessed!-

-zW- loving my baby deeply..

first time we cook our own dinner

2007-11-09T23:26:00.000+08:00

haas...was having so much fun buying groceries & cooking our own dinner today!!!
okie as expected the outcome wasn't delicious... bacon too salty & oily, potato too creamy i wasn't sure if its cooked, bread chao da & i think the soup too watery... haas... but wat matters is we COOKED OUR OWN DINNER!!! amazing eh? ;)

haas... errmm errmm den mummy came home...

was really amazed by how baby react to my web cam...
he started acting weird... damn cute! thanks baby for tat lil eeyore!!! haas... love it so much!!!

my hardworking baby!

2007-11-04T02:43:00.000+08:00

oh man.. guess wad.. my baby is going to do all the make-up she owe for the next few days.. so wad does tt mean? she is going to use lots of strength, give up lots of slp and leisure time... argh .. everyday she need to travel to town for work.. for me, the journey kills me.. haha..

baby .. like i told u .. feel so helpless.. can't share your 'burden' .. i really wish that i can replace u to work for u .. there's not much i can do except showering my care and concern for u .. be there to lighten up ur days when u need to.. support u when u need to.. understand ur cirumstances .. i will do it baby .. don't be sorry if u have not much time for me.. i will understand... in time to come.. we will have more time! even if our schedule is packed.. even if tiredness and fatigue is stopping us.. i believe each sec and min we spent is valuable to our relationship ..

remember the day we got together.. i once said this.. 'dun let time manage us, we manage the time'.. so far we've been doing good.. hehe.. i love this relationship so much! sweet, loving, peaceful and joyious.. though is not very eventful .. as we always run out of things to do.. but whenever u r with me, i feel tt my time is well-spent.. hope u feel the same way ..

baby .. i am sorry .. for letting my ego takes over me sometimes.. talking to u in a rather unloving manner... i hope u dun mind.. i am really sorry .. just wanna let u know all my intentions means no harm.. never will i want to hurt this relationship..

i love u baby .. eager to see u tml! muacks.. love u so so much ..

-wayne- loving u always

your daddy's birthday

2007-11-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

i almost has a heart attack !!! few hours before attending dinner with my baby's ENTIRE family for his dad's b'day my nose start running like tap water!!! faint! down with bad flu...and its my first time dining with them... baby accompany me to the doctor before we headed to botanic garden for cutting cake!!! haas...

baby's family is super cute & funny... gave his dad two bottles of red wine as present!!! hope its drinkable coz the way i carry it ard... SHAKE SHAKE SHAKE!!! haas... then SEVEN of us got into the car squeezing~ his mum act asked me to sit on baby's lap... haas... baby told me he's a lil shocked... after the bumpy ride finally reached p.s cafe!!!

was dining happily then his sister asked what did i do on my birthday... eheh... me & baby expected it... haas... and i should thank his sisters for reminding me abt the puzzle( my birthday present!) aiyo!!! still not done yet... ^-^''

back to where i was... during the dinner baby's mum asked him if i'm a spendthrift (without me knowing of coz) baby said yes! my goodness!!! how can he yes? now his mum got a bad impression of me ardy... i wonder what his dad thinks about me...

haas... i'm glad its over... hang out a lil while at our usual place before heading home ;)

Sweet 18th Birthday!

2007-10-30T15:06:00.000+08:00

30 Octocber 2007 !

Annabella Su Yu Wen --- 18 !

Baby !! happy 18th birthday.. finally we can watch M18 shows.. =x...
i dunno why am i so excited about u getting 18 .. coz i believe when one turns 18 , it marks a point of their life.. and more excitingly, u are spending ur 18th birthday with me being your boyfriend. i find it a honour same time a pleasure to be there on your 18th birthday.

Baby .. let me use this opportunity to re-express my love for u ..

Baby .. you are always in the back of my mind even if i am busy .. everything i do , i always relate it to u .. even the least happening things, it's always you i want to share with.. you are such a precious thing to me that i can't forgive myself if i ever leave you. and in that context.. i won't ever leave u baby .. like we know, it's hard to predict this kind of things, but i will put in all my effort and love just to sustain this relationship. I don't find it hard coz we have been so loving since we got together.. we've been so sweet that everyone talks about us.. i find it such a blessing to have you as my gf.. nv in my life i experience such enjoyment in a relationship. you provided me with the best answer to the qns of love.

Baby .. i love u .. each day the love grows more for u .. if one day my love ever gets depleted.. it means that all my love is already with you.. baby ..muacks.. gigigagagugu..

once again
Happy 18th Birthday!

my super sweet bf!

2007-10-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

last night, pass mid-night i was feeling a lil hungry. was on the phone with baby, joking that i want to have supper.

guess what?!

baby came all the way to my house with dumpling!!! haas... >.< when he reach i think ard 1am ardy... touched. before that i still vent my frustrations on him... guilty. promise i wont do such things again.

we have been so sticky !!! meet up everyday without fail... baby... thanks for being there when ever i need u & every lil thing u did for me...

today i still fail to pick u up from school, late again. haas... but for the rest of the day i enjoyed myself forcing u to eat and falling asleep twice beside you. i really hope we will last forever althought i know its a long way to go but i believe our love will stand strong againts all odds.

for now i shall stress about your dad's birthday... aiyo... STRESSED.

2nd Month!

2007-10-19T00:53:00.000+08:00

YippiE!! Bel and Wayne 2 Month!

Wo0ts! our 2nd month finally came!! hehe.. however i felt we were like together for years.. hehe..

hmm.. baby slping now.. she's sick! oh man ... everytime baby sneeze, i felt the pain inside my heart.. just that i couldn't tell her that.. coz she wun believe. haha..

Baby .. these 2 months have been a wonderful journey for me!! so much things u did for me.. so much sacrifice u have for me.. so much thoughts and love u have gave me!! i still can remember all the little and big sweet stuffs u did for me..

On our v first day , by the lake u accepted me. i know i am going to be blessed by ur love.. and i was right! .. this two months can be the best ever 2 month i had. no kidding baby .. let me tell u why ..

This is the first ever relationship i felt so loved.. u given what u have.. u did things u nv do before for me.. and u were there .. really there when i needed .. when i was sick on our first week.. u were there for me .. staying by my side.. hoping i was alright.. when i put on my braces.. u were there to cook porridge for me.. u accompany me home on so many occasions that no other gal would usually do..

Most importantly , the love u gave me is something i have never experienced before!

baby .. i feel so blessed by u and i hope this blessing would never ever stop .. hehe.. though is just two months.. but we've done all kinds of funny stuff.. all kind of happy things.. all kind of sweet things tat can make other people envy.

Baby .. i love u so much u know! GIGIGAGAGUGU! hehe.. just couldn't guage how much my love for u .. i would really wan to let u know the amt.. but it's so abundantly enormous that i couldn't even explained it myself...

I hope u have the same feeling as i am .. Everytime u smile , i know i needed to make u smile everyday .. make u feel happy.. accompany u when u need.. how much u love me? hehe.. =)

baby .. i am nort sure whether am i thinking too much .. but i know i may be demanding at times.. i am sorry .. mayb my ego just took over me.. but at the end of the day .. i know i couldn't lose u .. nothing is before u .. ever! hehe..

baby .. happy 2nd month!! muacksz.. with lots and lots of love from me!

-wayne- ur baby always .. =)

onee... tooo... treee...

2007-10-15T02:41:00.000+08:00

all teeth intact

4 gone!!!

with pink braces!!!

yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my favourite colour!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hey baby!

2007-10-14T00:04:00.001+08:00

HAAS!!! JUST WANT TO LET

YOU KNOW I LOVE YOUR

TOOTHLESS & BRACES-ED LAUGHTER !!!

THEY ARE SO MUCH CUTER THEN BEFORE!!!

LAST NIGHT AT YOUR HOUSE WAS FUN!!! JUST WATCHING MOVIES HUGGING YOU TO SLEEP OR EVEN SLICING YOUR FOOD INTO SMALLER PISCES MAKES ME ;)

JACKPOT!!!

2007-10-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

this is not an easy week for both of us...

timing is just not right for us to meet due to me, being schedule night shift at rosette.

and i appreciate your effort to meet me after my outlet and sending me home!!!

FRIDAY 5 oct

baby's working! haas... came to meet me after i've finish work... dumb dumb waited outside for so long while i was still wondering why he took so long to walk. Oops!

had supper with my classmates at cine, left early cause i thought he have to work the next day ended up hanging ard under his block for quite sometime... (^ - ^")...

SATURDAY 6 oct

baby didnt turn up for work today. while i had a long day at the beach & at work. too tired to realise baby's picking me up... haas... i just pass by him w/o noticing and almost wanted to board a cab !!!

i agreed to grab a bite with u since u came all the way down & i'm not working tml. until jt called. u have plans for later on tonight so i thought its better for u to join them since i'm so tired anyway. but u raised your voice at me for the first time. i still remember exactly what u said.

went to the "lake" in the end ...

SUNDAY 7 Oct

Baby lappy got problem .. so here is Wayne to continue !! lol .. SUNDAY is the most exciting day .. coz both of us are neither schooling nor working.. yippie!! haha.. so we decided to go to X-scoop.. erm.. before we met.. i call baby at around 2 plus and she was still slping.. duh.. haha ... can't even hear her talk .. so i just told her.. 'u awake already den call me ba' lol.. pig ar.. =x

so she call me at 345 .. den we decided to meet at lot 1 at 5pm .. guess whose late!!! lol.. is not me .. i reach the x-scoop at 4 plus.. and at 5 pm sharp.. baby call me and tell me she is going to leave hse.. lol.. den i go play first lor.. coz i see the cushion thinggy very easy to catch .. haha ..

*tong* grrrrrrrrr grrrrrrr grrrrrrr .. *scoop* ggrrrrrr grrrrrrr grrrrrr *chi ka* *pom* ..

haha .. 1st try , 1st dollar , i manage to scoop it!! lol.. so happy.. can wait to let baby see la.. lol.. but she was taking quite long la.. lol .. so i go buy oreo choc ice blended , which is a drink that both of us like.. erm.. she like it more i tink.. lol.. den we meet up at SWEETTALK. <-- when i sweet talk , dunno she like or dun like.. but wad i say is really how i feel k!!! =)

So we headed back and now we play the jackpot thing.. to really play to our fill.. we exchange $60 to play .. =xXxXXx.. haha.. but within the first 15 mins.. we won ourself a jackpot.. a bear with cock eye drop down.. baby say she dun like.. den we continue for our hunt for sticth .how do u spell tt monster.. ?? lol.. i tink baby wan to get it for my younger sister.. so thoughtful la .. and within another 30 min .. i tink .. we got the sticth!! lol..

den we go makan .. den see our watch .. aiyo .. still got 45min .. den we go back catch another sticth.. this time is for baby's!! initially.. it seems that our luck has gone.. but few moments later.. we got it!!! lol ..

we went for our movie next .. Resident evil! .. baby feeling so cold inside.. worried that she might catch a cold.. luckily nv.. haha .. hope u enjoy the show baby .. hehe ..

hmm .. after that .. we decided to take photos of what we got!!

Den we try to imitate!!

Baby .. i am sorry for raising my voice.. din meant it.. i regretted.. i promise with my love for you that i would nv do that again .. if i do .. pls slap me!!! muacks!! gigigagagugu !1

baby!!! 2 more teeth down!

2007-10-04T14:31:00.000+08:00

haa... we are talking on the phone now abt "bunny"... err... sick.
& just to let u noe i'm so so so touched when i read ur pervious post!!! ;)

one more hour to pulling out your teeth!!! baby taKe care !!! cant wait to see the 4 holes tonight!!! wahahahahahahaha!

yeah!!! i got a bo gay bf!!!wid 4 teeth gone!

baby u noe last night at the chalet i oso feel like how u felt when u r wif my friends at jurong the day before... hmmmm...

shall see u tonight !!! i cant wait!!!

Thinking of You

2007-10-03T03:41:00.000+08:00

Baby.. I miss u so so much .. u must be tired and slping now.. outlet have been tough for u .. i dunno wad i can do for u ... i am still thinking.. it hurts me to see u not enjoying ur life.. i wan u to enjoy urself when u r my baby .. i dun wish to see u suffer..

i am thinking of u right now.. and even before now.. loving u so much than ever.. being with u is such a wonderful thing tat happen in my life.. i can't find anyone better than u as my baby .. is not tat i can't find.. but is just that u amaze me with everything u do.. nobody is comparable to u .. i dun even wan to compare.. coz i know i only need u ..

1st Oct

I went to find baby and her frens at Jurong east.. they are chatting and bob seems so stress.. haha.. actually i feel quite uncomfortable sitting there.. coz nobody acknowledge me.. haha.. it's ok la.. understandable.. do i look fierce?

after that ..we went to baby's hse void deck playground and play HOPSCOTCH! lol.. i win! coz baby dun wan to jump.. lol.. but baby pro wor.. lol.. miss those primary school time.. den me and baby sit by the stairs and talk LAME jokes.. lol.. she cannot tahan leh.. mayb i am really lame... but everytime i see her smiles.. i tell myself , i must make her smile everyday like the way she is smiling at tat moment.. her smiles will make my day anyway .. so is a win-win situation.. haha=)

Baby.. though u know how much i love u.. hopefully u know .. but i just want to re-confirm it again.

I love you.. seriously.. no lies , no jokes , no kidding.. i really LOVE you... i hope the time we have been together is always a wonderful thing to remember.. though we have so much in future.. but every sec when i know u r my baby .. it just makes me feel blessed by u .. i want to cherish every moment i can have with u .. it's just so wonderful tat i can smile when thinking of u .. love u baby .. hope u love me as much too .. muacks!

-zW- love baby so so so so so so so so MUCH! =)

gigigagagugu

2007-10-01T01:03:00.001+08:00

baby i've just reach home! haas... so much sweet talk from you today eh?

i SERIOUSLY LOVE U FOREVER!!!

sorry i fell asleep today, didnt turn up for the chalet...
quite gulity...

heez... so long since last update

2007-09-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

baby! thanks for the baby eeyore!!!i love it so much! and making the effort to meet up on our one month anniversary at 12am which is during your exam week... MUACKZ!!!
while your "not in the right mind" gf just gave you a pair of slippers ^-^"

btw i want let you know i really enjoy myself on 22-23th last week!!! *winks*

you should be at chalet now :) enjoy yourself!

monkey business!

2007-09-16T23:22:00.000+08:00

i have MONkEY too!!! haas...
i hope the monkey business opposite your house will
not affect you when you study for your exams!!!
STUDY HARD & GOOD LUCK BABY!!!

btw the STRAWBERRY moon cake i make for u & your family
i'm praying hard that no one gets food poisoning!!! heez...

oh ya! i'll remember today! i'm just her substitute ! hmpf!

sorry dumb dumb...

2007-09-11T13:41:00.000+08:00

sorry baby! didnt have lunch with you today when i'm suppose to.

i thought you will finish quite late so i when with my friends instead...

hmmm... i'm still waiting for your call now. to fetch my baby home from school!!! haas...

taken last night! didnt notice right? so unglam! who ask u stand at this ugly position and post so long somemore!!! WAHAHA! i always love the crazy side of you!!! ;P

baby your previous post about the pasta mania thingy, as if your girlfriend is so sweet... i thought i forced you to eat whatever i've bought, ignoring the fact that you just had your breakfast?! haas... i'm your evil girlfriend!!!

baby exam!

2007-09-11T04:00:00.000+08:00

Baby is having exam this week!! mine will be the following week.. argh

Baby .. do u know that i am quite worried for u .. dunno whether u really have enuff time to study all this.. aiyo.. hopefully u will do well liike u said k! i will pray for u de.. =)

baby .. i envy ur family more la.. at least u all have thursday as a family day .. mine? no man .. hais.. sometimes i wonder do they really demand a lot from me.. i have to perform well to let them see .. sometimes i feel tired being the only son in the family.. having to do so well in both my studies and future career..

my baby so sweet la... once she finish her first paper.. she bought pasta mania and head towards my hse.. we eat lunch together in front of my tv.. but no nice show leh.. lol..was suppose to study but we both end up resting.. lol.. den she went home ard 4.. and me? i went back to slp ..lol.. nowadays i feel so pig la.. lol..

hmm .. anyone envious of me having such a good gf? lol.. too bad.. she's only mine! wahaha..

baby .. i love u so so much ! =)

Baby = Dumb Dumb?

2007-09-09T04:18:00.000+08:00

wahahah.. really call dumb dumb.. dun wan la.. not v nice feeling lehx.. lol..

imagine when i call u baby over the phone.. den imagine i call u dumb dumb.. lol.. not nice rite? lol .. keep it as baby 1st k .. hehe .. =x..

ARGH!!! why put that picture!!! thought u promise me!!!! My image and reputation GONE!

hehe..

Baby.. i also realise that i am quite sensitive la.. i tink is that i am too concern about everything of you.. i know tt's not good as it is like u r limited from ur space and freedom. baby .. i told u b4 i am a person who usually think a lot.. but from now on .. i will tell myself not to be sensitive k .. give me time to adapt.. mayb is becoz my last relationship was 2 years back ..

baby .. i am sorri if my sensitiveness cause any little little minor to our relationship .. hope u understand ..

and abt the trust part.. i am just joking... though i really want to know what's everything abt u .. but if u dun tell.. i still trust u fully.. coz i know u deserve my trust .. there will not be a time whereby i wun trust u .. even if i have doubts.. i will clarify with u 1st..

if ppl tell me bad things abt u .. i will still stand by ur side.. coz u r my baby.. not them..
i will also earn ur trust.. i will try to clear all the doubts u have on me.. =)

baby exam coming.. all the best k .. mayb i really cannot be by ur side when u r studying.. might be a distraction to u ... haha.. so i suggest is that u study by ur own .. when u need me.. i am just a call or sms away .. spending time with u will be my priority now k .. so whenever u wan to meet .. i will try my best to come.. =)

Wayne & Bel

Dumb Dumb!

2007-09-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

want me to call u dumb dumb from

now onwards. haas... want to be unique huh?

okie den! DUMB DUMB!!!

haas... nice picture ?

sometimes i think you are a little too sensitive. dumb dumb do u really mean it when u say u cant trust me just now? hmmm... enjoy watch soccer and drinking later on!

after i have met your parents i think that you are very very fortunate to have such a great family. mine is so different compared to your. be happy & cherish what you have ! dont be irritated by them asking you where have you been... i m sure they do it out of concern for you.

love you lots dont drink too much tonight!

A walk around the Bukit Panjang!

2007-09-07T17:02:00.000+08:00

Thursday 6 Sept

I give a call to baby and she din pick up.. wondering did something happen coz 12 hrs i din get to contact her.. haha.. den she call me at 1 plus.. SHE DIN GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN! .. haha.. so i went down to her hse area to accompany her see doctor..

As i was waiting below her hse.. baby and her sis came.. haha.. to me, they dun look alike.. lol.. but baby always say they look alike.. dunno why .. haha.. her sister me offer me cookie.. taste not bad .. but dun feel the same sweetness if my baby make for me.. haha.. =x

after that .. went to see doctor.. she got her MC.. i found out that baby have some ... ... ... ... problem ..lol.. shall not mention it.. lol.. wait she kill me.. after that.. we take a cab down to bukit panjang.. baby want to collect sth from eh.. eh.. forget her name.. o0ps. the only thing i remember is the gal said 'wah , so fast ar' sob.. was feeling quite sad when i heard this.. but i tink again , nah.. i believe in our relationship. =)

den we walk around BP , such a long walk .. tired legs and finally we went to BPP .. baby accompany me eat LJS .. den after that she had to meet her parents for dinner.. hehe.. so we too LRT down to lot1 .. den i leave her with her family ..

baby says she will blog.. argh!! nv.. lazy bum .. haha.. miss her so much once i was on my way back.. is that a sign of loving her too much? i wonder.. hehe..

Friday 7 Sept

Bel - In school
Wayne - Sleeping away

haha.. was suppose to meet each other and hang out.. but we realise that we run out of places to go.. hmm .. den after some discussion, we realise we have our own things to do.. i am going to play basketball with my frens.. and baby going to play mahjong! haha.. she better learn fast.. next time can play with her.. hehe .. JiaYou Baby!

baby.. i wonder is it me being sensitive or wad.. mayb we are too sticky .. tt's y everytime i long to see u .. even a glance of u will make my day .. tt's why i prefer to meet u over my frens.. i know we shud have time for our frens too.. but the thought of meeting u is too hard to resist..

baby.. i love u

Baby met my parents!

2007-09-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Was suppose to meet each other after school.. .but end up me going to xray myself and baby going to bank herself.. =( .. haha.. coz i end earlier than her ma.. thought i can rush back fast..

Hmm .. baby called me and ask where i was , i say i am still at the xray place.. den i need her lappy if she is going home la.. my lappy cannot use word.. =( . haha.. den she told me she going to JP and shop ... so i tell her no need le..

When i met her at JP at 5.10pm .. she was using her lappy at coffee bean.. so touch la.. she actually went home and get her lappy for me.. argh .. i am such a big bully! haha..

after that we went walking around 'shopping' end up at toy'r us and kiddy palace.. wahhaha.. den after that went to my hse! hmm .. she saw both my parents.. den my daddy ask her some qns.. haha.. she look scared! wahahah.. =x .. baby .. how u find my parents? scary ? hehe..

after that paulina say she will do the project, which means baby brought the lappy for nothing!! so guilty .. =x.. baby stay till 10 plus and she needs to go home.. looks tired.. she always seems tired with me.. hmm .. am i some guy who makes her tired? lol.. hopefully nort..

baby.. i tink u have lots of things to do yet u still take out so much time to accompany me and come meet my parents.. sometimes i wonder whether am i too hard on u .. i know i love ur companion every sec. but i tink i shudn't be selfish and shud let u do ur stuff.. baby .. next time if u have things to do.. just tell me and i WILL not occupy ur time k .. juz knock my head and say u got things to do.. den i will wake up . haha..

baby.. i love u so much .. u are always there with me .. imptly to say when i need u , u make an effort to be there.. i hope i have done the same too .. i tink u have enter my life and create happiness all over it.. thanks u so much baby..

'u have a choice of loving me or not loving me, but i only have a choice of loving u and loving u even more' =)

you are always my baby! =)

My Baby Bel

2007-09-04T23:00:00.000+08:00

Yea! Finally i can post.. hehe.. baby add me wrongly tt's why so long den i post..

Hmm.. now baby should be slping.. thinking of her almost the whole day.. Was so so touch and suprise about the breakfast she made for me.. baby sacrifice her slp and wake up earli to make breakfast for me.. she only sleep for around 2 hrs?

When i was on my way to school, she text me and say there's breakfast for me. so i was quite happy and eager to make it to school fast.. when i open the locker, oh my gosh .. it was full of things.. my breakfast and a teddy bear! was suprise and wonder how much effort my baby put in for all this.. I tell myself that she's going to be the only one i love, think and care for.

Baby is so thoughtful and caring la.. during lunchtime, i told her i am not going for lunch as i have to study for my test.. den she say she will buy for me lunch.. *touch* haha.. was so anxious to see her in school.. din get to see her the whole day until around 1.45pm .. she call me and den she pass me my lunch.. My baby so lovely rite? hmm .. muahaha.. i'm going to be selfish .. she's mine! lolx..

Baby, u have done so much for me since we got together, every words u say, every actions u do, makes me feel so loved by u and makes me wanna love u even more.ppl say love cannot be gauge ,but if using percentage, my love for u will definitely be more than 100% .. hope urs is the same for me.. =)

All i can say is that u have been a perfect gf for me.. such a sweet and adorable baby i have.. how is it possible that i will bear a thought of leaving u when u r such a wonderful and important person in my life? we will have a long way to go.. i believe in that!
love u baby..

WAYNE ALMIGHTY!

2007-09-03T22:37:00.000+08:00

our locker!

2 SEP 07

WAHAHA!!! finally got to eat the Japanese scramble omelet noodle thing!!! heez... Evan almighty was super funny too!!!

BUT i see your naughty side at kranji dam today!!! oops! just joking...

3 Sep 07

Breakfast!!! haas... and teddy bear!!! i didnt realise it adds up to HAPPY MEAL!

baby!!! u better be touched! i woke up at 5 plus and had only 2 hours of slp to make u this okie!?! haas...

hmmm... thanks for sending me home & waited for 3 long hours! really really appreciate EVERYTHING! LOVE U LOTS!

a long walk home eh? ;)

2007-09-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

1 sep 2007

baby u should be reaching home now. silly . walking home from my place. which was like from choa chu kang to bukit gombak to bukit batok to jurong east den finally jurong west! do drink lots of water!!! in case u faint and i'm not there to your rescues. haas...

JUST NICE! yup! just recieve your message! finally you reach home!

haas... hmmm... enjoyed the movie today and ur sister's company... did i manage to bribe her? i guess not. lol... so quiet.

well... u kept asking whats on my mind & i really have no idea sometimes. i do find meeting your family a little too soon. oh well, i guess next week i will have to. haas...

discovered one could cry with contact lenses on today!!! hmmm...at least i learn something new!

pictures taken today!

KissES!!

Baby Stone-ING!

hmm... didnt update for some time...

2007-08-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

29 aug 07

Was really busy with sch & stuff so didnt update recently...
hope i didn't neglect my baby!!! Haas...
welcome back baby! from your Bintan trip!
and thanks for your present & the 5 page essays!!!
Awwww! i am touched!

i love this so much!

somehow forgotten that i like minimouse!

heez... althought u are away for three days i felt that you are always with me!

yesterday was so tiring!!! almost doze off in the car !

your friends are funny people for sure!

haas... dun worry u didnt force me to spend more time with u.

no. you are not being selfish.

i'm more then willing to! just that i couldnt control my eyes from closing...

btw u smoked!!!! hmpf!!!!

isit my fault cause i stop buying mint? i just keep forgeting...

sotong me!

Today i hear you sing for the very first time!!! sweet voice eh? haas...

you are freaking cute!!! rmb that picture? haas... wont be posting it as you

make me promise you ;)

do u know that being with you is the sweetest thing on earth

that ever happened to me?

baby's sick

2007-08-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

23 aug 07 a surprise breakfast !!!

i opened the locker before i saw your text!!!

& you gave me a shock!!!

a pleasant one of coz!!!

heez... u told me you cant wake up to have your breakfast

and yet
you can prepare this for me?! i'm so so so touched can...

but u make me so worried today too!!!

YOU fell SICK!!!

Rushed over to your place once school is over.

for the first time you appear so sick to me.

yet you kept chasing me home.

i just want to spend a little more time with you

as i wouldn't be seeing you this coming weekend

because of your Bintan trip.

i treasure every second by your side.

even a lil walk home makes my day

2007-08-23T12:19:00.000+08:00

22 aug 07

you came below my block after school, although u are so tired and have plenty of things to do. looking at little kids playing... talking about silly stuffs... walking you home and your smile makes my day!

sorry to let u wait

2007-08-22T14:30:00.000+08:00

21 aug 07

suppose to wait for you to finish school today, instead you waited half an hour for me. wasn't concentrating on my project meeting, was feeling so so so bad that you have to wait for me.

get to know 3 of your friends today. really happy. does this mean that i'm important to you?

We went to science center but found out that it will be close within an hour so we hanged out at the kinetic park instead!

i am starting to think... if i am good enough for you? am i too boring? what could i do for you? & bringing you to my family or even friends is a great challenge because of my past.

this is the first normal relationship i have. no illegal trades,no underworld, no drugs, no huge age gaps involved. i felt loved but scared at the same time. i am not sure if i could manage and keep it on going... but i will try my best. i promised.

our first date after 19 08 07

2007-08-21T14:46:00.000+08:00

20 aug 07

ended class early, Queenie reminds me that i should tell u that i'm going to Alex house to pass him something as i'm not single anymore. it feels weird. just texted you " i'll be dropping by my friend's place, see ya later!"

never ever concerned about how my ex would feel if i drop by a guy's house, but this time i felt the need to inform you.

met you after your class for a movie, waited outside the cinema anxiously. eager to spent more time with you. ;)

our first kiss was in the cinema. cuddling & playing with your fingers. through out the whole movie i find myself smiling! i told u "i am so in love with you" that night.

our story starts

2007-08-20T00:28:00.000+08:00

18 aug 07

u picked me up from my place and we had a great night out! although we didnt get the best view of the fire works and was stucked in a longest traffic jam you have ever been in. i enjoyed your accompany, sharing ice cream by the stairs & not forgetting the roses. :)

19 aug 07

its was a little past mid night when u asked if i could be yours, by the lake under the stary sky. we fell in love.

i prayed hard that you will be my last

It's over

It's over

oreo

thanks you so much sweetie

5 happy months!

its our holidays!!!

**- Bel and Wayne -**

My only baby

haix

baby!!! i love u !!!

3rd Month!

silly baby

dumb dumb me!

first time we cook our own dinner

my hardworking baby!

your daddy's birthday

Sweet 18th Birthday!

my super sweet bf!

2nd Month!

onee... tooo... treee...

hey baby!

JACKPOT!!!

baby!!! 2 more teeth down!

Thinking of You

gigigagagugu

heez... so long since last update

monkey business!

sorry dumb dumb...

baby exam!

Baby = Dumb Dumb?

Dumb Dumb!

A walk around the Bukit Panjang!

Baby met my parents!

My Baby Bel

WAYNE ALMIGHTY!

a long walk home eh? ;)

hmm... didnt update for some time...

baby's sick

even a lil walk home makes my day

sorry to let u wait

our first date after 19 08 07

our story starts

- Bel and Wayne -